Babai Perottt! ='(

[Sony Ericsson message tune]

"Nothing lives forever ='( " -amir

I thought he was joking about it...well, my family likes to joke around on things that aren't supposed to be joked about,like this!!

the worse part is, i got the news 2 days before my birthday!

and the second worse part is, i was joking about it being dead with the real Perot, the person who gave me this living creature which i also named Perottt(with triple 't') days before that..i told him that the hamster was dead because i somehow stepped on it accidentally...

three words;

MULUT MASIN BHAII!!

awal-awal, sumpah aku tak percaya adik aku cakap si kecik tu dah mati......terlalu drastik!, plastik!, akustatik! , pelik-stik!...aargghh!! tapi......macam orang kata....berita kematian jangan dibuat main-main...(ceeee, dan2 cakap orang kata sedangkan dia yang kata)

haiiihh....macam manalah aku nak cakap kat tuan yang bagi binatang ni....nak salahkan adik seorang pembunuh pun, ni takdir tuhan.... 

Ammar al-Haqim bin Rafiee, if you happen to read this post, I AM DEEPLY SORRY!!!! I was away when it died and I just........just....couldn't...........................................................save it..(sigh)

well, you shouldn't have given me a living thing in the first place..haha!(don' read this)

well..last words....Perottt, you've been a great companion..although i've never actually held you in my palms because you would just bite me, or tried to bit me....but watching you do your crazy acrobats, climbing your cage to get out(even though you know it was impossible because you're sooooo fat!!), staring at you while you bite away the cage, dance in your bathing sand and greedily take all the food and kept it in your mouth were  entertaining...and amusing....and........and............WAAAAAAA!!!! i can't believe you're gone! what am i going to do with all those cages?the food??the toys??isk isk isk....

well...at least i have this memory of you.......

i really do miss this time when u would just stare at me.......(sigh)

Perottt, if you're out there somewhere reading this, i just wanna say I'm really sorry for not being there till your last breath...i'm sorry my brother didn't take care of as well as i did(hahahaha)......

again;

BABAI PEROTTT..........

"Setiap yang bernyawa pasti akan mati..." (al-Imran:185)

kematian Perottt sangat mengingatkan aku pada kematian...kematian dia tiba2, tak dirancang(memangla!), tak disangka...begitu juga kita manusia....siapa tahu ajal kita bila kan tiba..jadi...marilah kita mempersiapkan diri kita bagi menghadapi kiamat kecil itu demi kehidupan yang hakiki di akhirat nanti...insyaalllah...

  

Sweet 18.........

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you...
happy birthday to Atina Shahida Adnan....
happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

ughh! somehow...i'm not very keen of birthdays..

OMG???atina???are u serious???birthday is like everything to everyone!
well anonymous, not me then....wanna know why??

* at the time of your birthday, all eyes are on u!-u always get the attention from almost everyone! which i am not used to...awkward.....
*u would have to think about what u wanna have for your birthday.....which is really hard for me because i am not a gadget freak! i am not brand-conscious or status conscious or whatnot...and i think what i have now is enough...soo....when my parents asked me what do i want, that would be the hardest question ever!
* birthdays mean celebration!!- the decision maker is always the birthday girl/boy-in my case, i would have to choose where i wanna eat..which is as hard as thinking about birthday presents! because....my choice would always be the last choice for my siblings..............i would go for ikan bakar, thai restaurants, somethin like that..and that is like the opposite if what my siblings like....that's why when my parents asked me the 'cepumas' question,

"so, tina..nak celebrate mane malam ni??"
i would just simply say...
"ikot korangla....."

haha a safe one...

so since this is my sweet 18th birthday..a number when almost every teenager sets as 'a step to adulthood'...i call it pre-adulthood..i would like to post something about it..

18 means...
*you're eligible to have your own ATM card..
*you're big enough to get married(haha!)
*you're allowed to watch ANY movies at the cinema(YAY!astarghfirullahalazim...)
*you're no more a school student(awww.....so sad, not!)
*you're a.....aa....umm....an 18 years old kid!!! hahaha

unlike any other of my birthdays, this time it was a full house! i have all my family members to celebrate with me...mom,dad,abang,ja and amir(just assume that you guys know them)...it means a lot to me that we all could just be together for a while...which is such a rare occasion to happen nowadays....(sigh)

we went to Seoul Garden(ayah's favourite place) a day earlier...no idea why it was a day earlier than my birthday..but hey, who cares..food knows no time and date....

these are our memories together...have a look!

mama and dada

aii...tringin berpurdah ke tina..

haha.

wah wah wah!!

candid! =D

FULL HOUSE!

aha! u guys might be wondering what i got this time....i'm telling u, it's a tough decision..[drum roll!]

kamus BESTA MD856!!

-HA???u got a freakin dictionary for your birthday??18th birthday?????
hey! electronic dictionary tuuu...jgn memain....


-aha aha aha aha......[monolog]skemanye budak ni...kesiannye aku kt die...
nape kau bg pandangan simpati kat aku??


-woi!! hang tau dak time umoq 18 ni la hang nk mintak kaw2 punya kt parents hang..iphone ka, ipad ka, macbook pro(sak) ka, make-up M.A.C ka, jam tangan swatch ka, keta mini cooper ka, rumah banglo ka......ni mintak kamuih buat apa??kena gelak kt orang ja...apala hang ni..dhla, aku tak nak kawan ngn hang dah...
err.....sejak bile kite kawan..kenal kau pon tak.....


hahahaha...tak kisahlah ape orang nak cakap, aku tetap aku...aku rasa syok ape dapat kamus elektronik ni..macam-macam adaaa.....MP3 ada, takwim ada, sejarah ada, chemist ada, physics ada, kamuih tok sah duk cakap ah...nak kamuih apa??english?arab??cina??semua ada...haaa...all in one ah...nk call and message je tak leh...lagipon, aku dh cakap awal-awal aku bukan minah gajet..aku tak minat i-i ni..i phone la apalah...aku dah ada phone dah...dua lagi tu...camera ade dah..laptop pon ade...jadi nak tambah barang yang ade charger, aku mintaklah kamus besta ni,sebab die ade charger(watahell?????)..haha aku gila charger...hahahaha takdak ah...gurau je..lagipon, lepas ni, tak perlulah aku membebankan tangan aku yang muscle nye dah lembik ni untuk mengangkut kamus2 tebal itu macam jentera kaut tu....sekarang, dengan adanya kamus besta ini, anda hanya perlu klik sahaja...(wow!exaggerate gila!)

anyway, THANK YOU MOM AND DAD for the awesome gift!

then...aku dapat selendang warna belang-belang biru dari adik aku, ja...wohoooo! macam tau2 je kakak dia gila gelang selendang...

THANK YOU JA!

soo.....setakat ni...tu jela kisah manis 18 aku.....biasa-biasa je..takde party2 macam rebecca black yang berparti setiap jumaat tu..kite sebagai umat islam perlu bersederhana..patot bersyukur yang Allah dah panjangkan umur kite sampai sekarang...sume nikmat alhamdulillah masih ade...jadi, kalau dah tiba harijadi tu, janganlah kite terlalu berseronok sampai lalai...seronok sebab nak dapat hadiah..seronok sebab ehem2 bawak kite kluar makan..seronok sebab perhatian sume kat kite...seronok sebab birthday kite ade kat reminder facebook sume orang...sebaliknya, bersyukurlah sebab Allah masih panjangkan umur kite,dan ingatlah bahawa semakin meningkat umur kite, semakin dekatlah kite dengan kematian....insyaallah, dengan peringatan yang tak seberapa ni dapat mendekatkan kite lagi pada Yang Maha Esa...aminn...


p/s: aku tak larat nak wish thank you kat sume org yang wish kat aku kat facebook...sooo...THANK YOU sume! =DDD dalam blog pon jadilah ye...sy ni pemalas sikit..hahaha