Petikan ni aku ambik daripada novel VERSUS by Hlovate..I think that's quite obvious,isn't it?
Entahlah...lps baca novel tu, pemikiran aku mula berubah...Even my whole life starts changing!
this inspiring novel has taught me to look at things at a whole new perspective..
Aku tiba-tiba sedar yang penghijrahan yang aku buat selama ni, penghijrahan yang aku ingat dah cukup baik dah untuk seorang Atina Shahida, sebenarnya sikit sangat..membuatkan aku terfikir, "takkan tu je kot, tina?" and "setakat tu je ke kau boleh berubah? baik tak payah berubah." sejak membaca novel ini, aku rasa macam ada suara-suara kecil (annoiying little voices actually) yang mencabar aku untuk lebih berubah..
Dalam novel tu, aku meletakkan diri aku di tempat Minn Edina( comeynye Minn Edina ni :D)..surprisingly, aku memang macam Minn Edina,except that we don't have the same history..she was a skater, and i wasn't..but we resembled in a way that both of us had this "Zaman Gelap" or as my friends would call it as "Zaman Jahiliah"...
Aku yang dulu macam Minn Edina yang dulu...leka, lalai and i always thought that i still have a long journey to go, so why waste this sweet life.. but then everything started to change when i got admitted to this place called 'maktab' when i should be enjoying my once-in-a-lifetime-teenage-life. I met a few angels whom helped me a lot!, listened to tonnes of tazkirah and pufff! a new me.......................
I thought everything i did was enough; i prayed 5 times a day, read the Holy Quran which i love so much! and followed some of the prophet's sunnah....without knowing what they really meant, without understanding whatever i have read in the Quran...i thought that was enough.............but i was wrong.....
After reading Versus is when i realised all this. I realised about one thing;
I NEED TO LEARN EVERYTHING AGAIN.
What's the use of doing something if you don't actually know what you're doing, right? i don't care if it takes all my life to know who my creator is because i know it's worthwhile.
THERE IS NO TIME LIMIT TO REPENT FOR ALL YOUR MISTAKES.
I'm really glad to know that Allah has led me to this Versus as one of His path..At least i know what i've prayed for all this while has been answered.
I simply prayed to God to give me His guidance.
Now i know His guidance just don't fall from the sky..It comes in various ways, ways that sometimes you don't even realise that you let it walk away..As the saying goes "opportunity knocks once" but
Allah's hidayah knocks countless of times, it's up to you to realise it and open the door to His path...
Kini, aku dalam proses penghijarahan semula untuk mendekati pencipta aku, dan dalam proses mengenali diri aku sendiri melalui-Nya...Moga-moga Allah mempermudahkan segala urusanku dan sentiasa meneguhkan rasa cinta ini pada-Nya,insyaallah......
it all comes back to this one simple, yet mind-boggling question;
macam mana nak jadi baik?